fuck

i really have no idea what im doing here anymore. there's really no point in it. im never gonna get anywhere so why should i try. everyone's just gonna leave me and im gonna be alone for the rest of my life. i dont WANT to be alone but i guess i dont really have a choice at this point. Theyre all just gonna walk away without looking back like everyone else. No one really cares as much as they say they do. All of this is fake, i can tell. no one acts like i matter to them even though they say i do. they dont want me around anymore. im basically useless to all of them. everyone is hurting and i have no fucking clue how to make them feel better. my worthless ass cant help them, no matter how hard i try or how much i want to. i wish i could be of some use to them but nothing i do ever works. and its not like i dont want to help or dont wanna try. i really do, but i get too scared im gonna mess up and make them feel shittier or that all of it's gonna be for nothing and theyre gonna leave. i dont wanna be alone pleas ed o ntl ea ve me ds fgwehtw

• Published April 18, 2019, 16:18
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