Hoo hoo hoo, it’s been a few goopy days since i last wrote in you journal,, so after I went to sleep after Max saved me we continued on walking and we found this weird flower field and then after a bit more walking we met this human guy who spoke real crazy like. After that the night was a bit spooky but nothing I couldn't handle :). After walking through a whole day of nothing happening we went to sleep and apparently yumona, the fire performer guy that was traveling with us, and max got visited by the ferrymen as well!! But only max and yumona came back, that fire guy didnt make it back. But also max was very wounded when he came back in the morning. And after another day of travel they also took THE SLAYER and his money!! But the next morning we went to this village of wood elves like Yumona! Apparently it was called the village of spiders 0_0. So we went to the nearby inn to get some sleep and saw some quests one about trees with eyes and one one about crabs. I realized at that moment I should be scared of death and crabs as well. So we went to the crab place to get rid of them and we did. I punched some crabs and whatever. But Yumona almost died i’m pretty sure. And once we got back in the inn and as i’m writing this I realize that maybe I should try to talk with people more. Because for some reason I feel this overwhelming sense of doom and darkness. I feel like my life has been determined and i’m not going to win against the cold hand of death. My father told me be not afraid of death but I am. I am scared for the lives of my friends and myself. I hope that maybe these next few days I can pass this feeling. goodnight book. see you soon.