feeling real kill slefy

By abcdceese

I can't kill myself because there isn't an efficient way to do so in my house, I want it to be fast and relatively painless. But honestly I'm just fed up with life. And I'm fucking angry and I hate myself and I just don't want to be me. I'm never going to be a dude I'm going to a short fat bitch for the rest of my life and I can't change that. And nobody fucking cares about me irl