when you were exposed to alot of different types of things through youtube as a young child that you found interesting and you were also in your schools gifted program so you thought you would be able to take on like 6 difficult skills and attempt to master them on top of extra schoolwork you have bcause of honors and gifted instead of just being good at one thing and now youre lazy, sad, and only moderately skilled at everything and feel like a dumbass who cant do anything and now youre shitposting on a browser drawing site