Yall ever just get reminded of a certain something then you remember how that made u feel then u remember all the good memories then u remember all the people u lost then u finally realize they never cared. Ugh my mind and just my whole body is not in the right place atm and I want to reverse time so I can fix whatever I fucked up ya know?? Gosh I miss a lot of people and everytime I think about them my mind just becomes over powered with guilt regret and a whole bunch of shit and it hurts I fucking hate it