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stress of da week: 1 almost nobody fed my heifer while i wasnt able to go to the farm, so shes lost a lot of weight! 2 i have a major show to go to next week for my heifer, my teacher has not contacted me to get the vet (they have to be checked before going) and how she should be clipped/trimmed. she doesnt even look that good since she lost weight bc nobody fed her lol. people said they would but ig not. 3 while being accepted into ig. my 'dream'? college, i have to figure out scholarships and what to do and housing! while my parents dont know about having a partner (bc im sure theyd get angry over it) theyre signing me up for housing that i not only (edit: dont want) want if i wasnt dating someone, but dont want if i am dating someone! i also have to figure out scholarships bc out of state college costs 2x as more as in state (just per year). shit sucks. 4 not only have school stuff to do, which is weirdly one of the easier things in life atm. but that doesnt mean its not stressful lol. 5 i have come to terms that im not even going to break even for money with my steer. they started the bid 3k$ lower lol. it usually is started at 5k (so we could at least break even, bc it costs that overall) it kind of sucks bc i literally just lost money due to them. 6 i have to clean my steers entire pen and dig out all the dirt/mud and clean my feed locker, also my heifers one and give feed to my friend that i bought for nothing, put sand in my heifers pen bc it is very much needed. 7 i am just tired of. whatever the fuck is goin on with my brain and myself. i wont go into detail bc i personally dont want to share that but i want. Help bc i certainly cannot handle it.
- Published February 22, 2021, 12:42
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