you realise that you've never actually been attracted to boys and when you were looking at girl's legs and clothes and stuff it was because you like them. and, when you were looking at guys, it was really jsut cause you wanted to be them, not with them. and you're not bi like you thought but actually just trixic(nonbinary and like girls). so basicallyy: girls are cute and i regret being horrible to my ex because now i miss her.