So um My mom made this worst and just stuff... So I walked by my mom and she was laughing and she showed me something but instantly stop because she thought it was my sister when i looked at her she was so Unhappy... Like She didnt want me around and that continues onto my best friend in real life. She has a boyfriend now and Im happy for her but I um Kinda had a crush on her but I lost those feelings anyway she barely talks to me she acts different with me like she also doesnt Want me around. I dont know who I really have I just feel like im not important anymore to the ones i love and care about anymore... Maybe thats why my boyfriend left me.... Maybe im just meant to be alone forever... if i tried it would just go away... I dont even know why i really try anymore.