What I'm trying to say..

By IanTheMage

I was mad and sad. That's no excuse, I need to pull myself together. No suicide, I will be okay. I am not going to be Ian or Jamie anymore, alright? I will be myself. I am sorry, and April, I'm sorry I hurt you that much. I would let you punch me or something but that's impossible. I'm sorry to everyone I hurt and got involved with. I'm only saying goodbye as Ian. Not to life.