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I don't know how to feel anymore. I know I'll never fall in love with my boyfriend and that just seems really selfish. Sure, he makes me happy, but we lack substantial things in a relationship. He doesn't have my sense of humor, we can't hold a real conversation, and it just seems fruitless. I don't know. I'm confused. He's sweet and lovely, but he's not someone I can see being with for months and that just sucks. I was really shallow and started dating him because he's really fucking cute, and that's never a good place to start. Do not recommend it. I just want someone who can make me laugh. Kai's a sweet talker and he's cute when he speaks, but I have yet to laugh or have a meaningful, intelligent conversation with him, which I heavily value in a partner. I feel kind of sad and calm right now, which is strange. I'm just gonna work on some gross art and fall asleep eventually. EDIT: he also said "I love you" after,, right after we got together so I felt pressured to say it back,, that's just too much for me jnjngrdjn
- Published March 16, 2020, 23:56
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