overtime it changes.
it all changes.
people change.
people leave.
people come. they hurt you. they leave.
they leave.
again.
i live.
i leave.
they live.
they leave.
live. and leave.
you think you understand
just let me feel bad
stop hurting me because i want to feel
"why aren't you good at anything?"
"I'm good at pretending I'm fine."
people come and they go
always
i am always left alone
unable to do anything
i change.
i come. i go.
i run.
i cry.
i hide.
i pretend.
i leave.
like everyone else
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*weird ass poem i came up with. this is mostly chara-based, so don't worry about me. :D this isn't a vent post, more of me trying to explore the potential of her lore? if that makes sense. anyways this is old and by now I've gotten a lot better, poetically, so I'm cringing rn kay bye