publicly but uh- - - --- - - ''tbh i dont think he actually loved you. he probably used you for his own happiness'' even though that was said last week its still fucking ejfskfasjgkansfksaffas!!!!!!! nast y ? ? ? ??/ / thats why i feel so eucky because as soon as he said that literally every happy memory i had with h e e e turned to shit idk if he said that to make me look at h e e even more negativley but sajfsakfsfnsakfsfsasa those fucking words are still ringing in my head and i do nt l i ke i t a t a l l i was happ !!! with them but ehuidgsasgass?? ? ? ? ? i cant tell if he told me that to make me feel this way or not ;; ; ; but i fucking hate it and it makes me feel,, suspicious and pretty much broken ? ?? ? you're probably going to get upset that i said this publicly but im sorry ,, , i'll try to be better i gues s - - -- -- - - ---- -- like, thats the reason why i had flashbacks and cried all night because of what you said but i didnt have the guts to directly tell you h h h h hhHHH HH HH