pisses me off more as the days go by, She gets mad at me for nothing, she went out of her way today by going home to pick me up to go to school even though I am SICK and my school HEAVILY ADVISES AGAINST going to school while you are SICK. She kept me up until 2 AM because I didn't get some work done. Also I have told her that I am trans (I haven't told her about the name June, But she knows of Cam) and she STILL refers to me as my deadname. She also gives the MOST disappointed sighs in the world istg. She is also horrid with relationships and is a wannabe manipulator. I hate her as the days go by and she still says she loves me but I always feel she is more in love with me being who she wants me to be and I honestly don't think I can live up to her expectations and she keeps trying to get me to be someone else but like its so dumb and im tired of her and my therapist says I need a genuine break from my mom so like 💀