hey nerds, hows life im really struggling with the whole,,, constantly depressed and unsure of myself ordeal. i mean yeah thats normal for me but not to the extent that its been as of late. im back to getting panic attacks once a week and im just, idk,,, underwhelmed??? i guess???? youd think id be happy with at least some things but i havent felt nearly as optimistic or positive as i usually am. oh and, as the title states, painting is starting to get boring as well. i still have 4 canvases though so, if you guys have ideas as to what i should paint on them, be my guest and suggest things. doesnt have to be the stereotypical forest or field background either. at this point i couldnt care less about hanging a picture of snose or yellow on my wall. but yeah in short im really sad and bored and really need to get a life