vibin

we feelin bad about ourselves tonight lads
i want to have a breakdowN!!!!! but i dont wanna wake anyone up :)))

guess ill just force my feelings down!!! like always!!!!!
cause i feel like a fucking annoyance when i talk about them!!!!!!!
dont feel like anyone i would talk about it with even cares in the first place so like whats the point

funny how talking about my feelings makes things so much worse

i end up feeling stupid and guilty for saying anything cause im annoying and cant understand the fact that anyone would actually give a shit about how absolutely fucking god awful im doing

anyways
im going to fuck off into the void
probably cry or something
hopefully not ✨𝓹𝓾𝓻𝓹𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓯𝓾𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓲𝓷𝓳𝓾𝓻𝓮 𝓶𝔂𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯✨ but who knows
i just might

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