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``its for your protection`` !! WARNING MY HOMIES !! this is a vent. this talks about depression, and other things you may be uncomfortable with, if you are bothered, please click off and dont @ me :) congratulations, parental guardian. you now have a paranoid depressed liar of a child who gets a panic attack every time you go into their goddamn closet. i get that its for my safety, but i cant handle this anymore, i never could. i already know things. just because im young doesn't mean that im pure and innocent. i know more than you could ever imagine. other kids don't have to go through what i have, and to me, that's highly unfair. i hate you. you block and restrict everything that could ever entertain me or make me feel joy, because you ``cant control what people say on the internet``. hell yeah. people arent robots. your not a fucking god, and you cant keep me "safe" forever. and even if you could, safe isnt happy. you are pushing me to the edge, you are hurting me in ways that i never would have imagined, i am depressed, im broken, im hurting, and alot of it is because of you. ive told you, and ive tried so hard, and i know your trying your best but its not working. id rather have you give up than give me stupid vitamins. ``you dont eat enough``. i know. that was intentional. in the past, i decided to starve myself, because i thought "maybe if im a fucking toothpick, ill be pretty and people will like me for once!" i intended to stop at some point, but now its a habit, and im never hungry anymore. im too scared to tell you, because who knows what kind of fucking lecture ill get into. ``why dont you talk to me anout it?`` because im scared. im fucking terrified of you, yeah. i dont think thats supposed to happen. you are terrifying, everything about you makes me scared. i dont talk to you because i dont know what kind of lecture ill get into? even the smallest yell about the smallest things will make me cry. ``JUST DO YOUR WORK. its not that hard.`` i will quiver at that, but i have to hold it all in. ------------------------------- moving on, i dont want to talk about those anymore. lets move onto another no context topic. !!WARNING!! this is kinda disturbing hee hee please leave me alone. i just want to be happy i want to fall asleep at night and have good dreams i dont want you all the time i know your watching me i know your reading this right now as i type please go away, all of you i know your there silently watching you, you and all of your eyes you, you with your big creepy smile you, you with your taunting laughter you, you with your sad little giggles you, you with your shadowy figure all of you i cant stand yoiu i cant stand it i dont want to do this anymore i dont want to do this anymore i dont want to hurt anymore make it stop stop stop stop
- Published June 23, 2019, 20:46
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