Its nice seeing my sister happy but she yells in a annoying way and keeps doing it, today she made my ears ring and hurt really badly. Its just making me annoyed and making me going into a bad mood.
@Virus i hate parents who are like that i mean come on let ur kid go and be normal and hang out with people and soicilize i mean my old freind couldnt have sleep overs intill he was like 12 i just think its dumb parents do that
@ShadowWolf06 my mom doesnt allow people to go to my house or other peoples houses. Ive been icolated all my life so this isnt different, just no school
@Virus so i barlly talk to him and im home schooled so no freinds at school only freinds in my home school group i only have like 5 freinds total not counting people on here
@Virus yeah the last time i hung out with my freind that lives next to me was like 3 weeks ago and a couple of weeks before that it was a year since i last talked and hung out with him
@ShadowWolf06 yeah, thats true but i do get excused how im always on my phone, computer and xbox. reason is is that I have no one to hang out with irl without getting sad or mad or depressed
@ShadowWolf06 I think about it a lot but my phobia of death is saying no and I dont want people to be sad. I dont know how long ive been thinking about it like 5 years or more now
@ShadowWolf06 its fine... Im just in a bad and good place right now, I need therapy but My mom refuses to get it for me. My family likes to fight because of me. all the problems I have.
@Virus dam thats harsh i mean me and my brother faut but he was only 17 now hes 18 and in the military and i had 2 older sisters who are over 21 and they never did that oof ur sis is a brat no offense
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@ShadowWolf06 okiAlpha_Company
@Virus ok well dont get bored i guess idk lmao bye : ) ill be on tommorow if you want to talk againVirus
@ShadowWolf06 night, im probably gonna stay up all night againAlpha_Company
@Virus yeah same i like being alone now i use to be very socialAlpha_Company
well ima go to bed night ^-^Virus
@ShadowWolf06 I guess thats why im such a lone wolf and like being alone irl but i will always want to be around the people i have a conection withAlpha_Company
@Virus i hate parents who are like that i mean come on let ur kid go and be normal and hang out with people and soicilize i mean my old freind couldnt have sleep overs intill he was like 12 i just think its dumb parents do thatVirus
@ShadowWolf06 my mom doesnt allow people to go to my house or other peoples houses. Ive been icolated all my life so this isnt different, just no schoolAlpha_Company
@Virus so i barlly talk to him and im home schooled so no freinds at school only freinds in my home school group i only have like 5 freinds total not counting people on hereAlpha_Company
@Virus yeah the last time i hung out with my freind that lives next to me was like 3 weeks ago and a couple of weeks before that it was a year since i last talked and hung out with himVirus
@ShadowWolf06 I dont hang out with my friends mostly only at school and thats still barelyVirus
@ShadowWolf06 yeah, thats true but i do get excused how im always on my phone, computer and xbox. reason is is that I have no one to hang out with irl without getting sad or mad or depressedAlpha_Company
@Virus well you got the people on here that care for youVirus
@ShadowWolf06 It feels like I dont have a real family...Alpha_Company
@Virus ooh yeah thats not rightVirus
@ShadowWolf06 i was abused as a kid so yeah.Alpha_Company
@Virus thats a long time wowVirus
@ShadowWolf06 I think about it a lot but my phobia of death is saying no and I dont want people to be sad. I dont know how long ive been thinking about it like 5 years or more nowAlpha_Company
@Virus now i more or less just draw how i feel i drew one of my ocs with its thoat slit and wrists cut and i just draw how i feel some whatAlpha_Company
@Virus yeh i thought about suicide but never went through now i honestly dont knowVirus
@ShadowWolf06 yeah, I guess cutting wasnt enough to show I need it.Alpha_Company
@Virus that stinksVirus
@ShadowWolf06 its fine... Im just in a bad and good place right now, I need therapy but My mom refuses to get it for me. My family likes to fight because of me. all the problems I have.Alpha_Company
@Virus dam thats harsh i mean me and my brother faut but he was only 17 now hes 18 and in the military and i had 2 older sisters who are over 21 and they never did that oof ur sis is a brat no offenseVirus
@ShadowWolf06 yeah. She can be rude too like she made me cry for a couple hours multiple timesAlpha_Company
@Virus O-O um wowVirus
@ShadowWolf06 shes 21 years old soAlpha_Company
@Virus oof thats bad some what needs to grow upVirus
@ShadowWolf06 shes older than me