shits been hitting really hard for the past couple days and i feel
nOt gOoD
i feel really empty and disconnected from everything
not a fun time
everything kinda sucks right now pfft
and im really nervous about tomorrow for no reason. like----i dont know how people are gonna act and if people are crying then im gonna cry and i dont wanna cry cause im sick of it its basically all ive been doing since i got outta school????
like,,,,,,,,i dont know why im so scared about it. this shit happens--everyone goes through it
i dont know why its been making me so anxious
life's not very good atm
i wanna die a lot
dont know whats stopping me honestly