shits been hitting really hard for the past couple days and i feel nOt gOoD i feel really empty and disconnected from everything not a fun time everything kinda sucks right now pfft and im really nervous about tomorrow for no reason. like----i dont know how people are gonna act and if people are crying then im gonna cry and i dont wanna cry cause im sick of it its basically all ive been doing since i got outta school???? like,,,,,,,,i dont know why im so scared about it. this shit happens--everyone goes through it i dont know why its been making me so anxious life's not very good atm i wanna die a lot dont know whats stopping me honestly