hm .-.
i honestly feel quieter now my life is boring, feels like a waste every day i basically live an online life besides school cant keep a relationship or a good friendship stay up all night since school recently started cuz i dont get to be on much always grounded cuz of it everythings boring to me now not many things im interested in doing, and the main things i like doing r slowly getting less enjoyable no motivation or ideas to animate but im still trying to finish my project all my close online and irl friends slowly talk to me less and less my dad is still trying to contact me but i dont have the motivation, want or need to respond grades arent as bad ig but still struggling and school just started i want it to be summer again but at the same time during the summer i have absolutely nothing to do still getting past recent relationship, but dont have the effort to talk abt it just wanna forget it ngl honestly what now .-.
