So, Jamie and I had a thing, but since I moved to Antartica I can't really talk to her and that makes love impossible. I just want to sit with her and watch a dumb movie. I want to laugh with her and wipe the ice cream off her nose because she's messy. I want to ruffle her hair and kiss her cheek. And now I can't. I wish I lived close to her, but I don't and it hurts. She's happy with someone else now and I can do nothing but watch. It hurts so much, but at least she's happy. We send letters to each other and I suppose it's fun, but it still hurts to watch her with some kid. Lucky kid. I hope you're happy Jamie. Love, Takashi