my mood rn aint the best, things are all over the place this year has been awful so far but everyone would say that huh of course great things have happened to me but negative over powers positive so it feels like every things gone to shit and i hate venting online it makes me feel like an attention seeker i have manyy things bothering me like school starting moving just all this in general i feel like i wont be able to say goodbye to everyone or give them hugs or everything ever being the same again roselilies your likely going to see this sorry i haven't been talking about how i feel i just didnt want to share my shitty stuff at least not with you i dont really know what to do actually i dont know what to do at all, this is life i cant do anything about it life can suck but did it really have to be rn things just stared getting better but now i want to look forward to the next day but i also wish i could not wake up stay with my dreams where everything is great im sorry this is what you see from me after weeks of being gone i hope the next thing i post will be positive but for now goodbye and hope everyone a good night or day again im sorry