Yo I'm litrally the only one in my

 

Home who dosnt talk about @.brennende-Kerzen. In a bad or gross context. And its sad because I'm the one who truly loves him but have to profusely argue that hes not my boyfriend (again, not yet) but they all talk abt him like he lusts after me or i lust after him. Can I not want a stable happy relationship with the person who makes me feel the full extent of human emotions and motivates me to wake up every morning like .wh.?? Im sorry??? My mom sayus I want him as alover as in Sombody to hold and hugses and squeezes and snuggle and im like yeah what the fuck else would we do and shes just like. YALL R GONNA SMASH THATS WHAT AND SASHING IS A NONO. yet shes the one who tries to convince me that sex can be pleasurefull lmao. And my brother is the same way "pooh i bet you want uour boyfriend back" im in bed tryna sleeo my brother is all like "are you thinking about your boyfriennnd?" Like stfu yes ofc. At least my stepdads like " here are his bad habbits this is how he can hurt you this is how many times ill comfort you when he hurts you and better make sure u think things through when u ask him to be with you and if u plan on living with himu." At least hes helping me out and coaching me on how to treat sombody respectfully while respevting myself. He'll he gave me all the great date ideas i have

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