ugh

everything sucks so much
i feel like everyones lying about how much they care
and i dont have any reason to
its probably just my stupid trust issues

maybe im right
maybe they are lying and are just pretending to care
but just a genuine hug every once in a while would feel nice
like earlier i was with one of my friends
and he looked at me, asked if i was okay, and then hugged me
it felt so real
like he actually meant it
i legit almost broke down cause that never really happens

it kinda hurts how fake all of this feels
im sick of having to play it off like im okay every day
it sucks so much
i dont wanna do this shit anymore

• Published March 05, 2019, 18:16
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