me: complains about being lonely and that no one talks to me also me: has barely left my own home since summer break got out and also would rather sleep and play video games all day rather than actually communicate with any living being other than my cat lmao the first time i had actually come out of my house was this past wednesday but only cause my mom and her boyfriend were leaving for a trip with some friends and she wont let me stay home by myself even though like im fine by myself???????? if anything were to happen i literally have family that lives right across the street from me and also id lowkey rather be alone and also ive had to deal with my asshole cousin for 3 days straight god damn i wanna go home its like 1 in the morning and im stuck at my aunt's house until my mom gets back and even then i might not be able to go home cause everyone might be drunk off of their asses and not able to drive home ahhhh i hate??? everything???????? also my aunt was yelling at my cousin earlier cause he was being a lil bitch and then i got really nervous cause i hate yelling and then later on he was trying to get my other cousin (who's 3) to lay down for bed and like she was already having a tantrum cause she didnt want to sleep but then the asshole cousin starts yelling at her for no god damn reason???? like fuck dude she's literally 3 years old, yelling at her isnt gonna help. so like he kept yelling and then your bitch over here fucking sNAPPED and went over there, said he was being an asshole, and i went into the room where my 3 year old cousin was, i started talking to her really soft and asked her to lay down and bitch she calmed right the fuck down???? like i sat on the bed with her for a bit and rubbed her back a little and then she was fine like damn my other cousin needs to chill the fuck out shes a kid and not always gonna listen???? shes only 3????????????? hes a bitch sometimes and i wanna slap the shit outta him sometimes sksksksks