yall its gonna sound weird but... i miss my ex bestfriend. Today I got a game on my ipad to play with my siblings and i saw some messages between us that kinda took me down a memory lane. I ll tell u what it said. exbsf: "DUDE!" me: "yeah?" exbsf: "I WOOOOOVE UUUU!" me: " same bro!!!" we were just being silly that day and ya know it just takes me down all those memories. i sometimes just think about her and cry, but at the same time, it was the best for both of us to u know just move on with our lives and find new ppl. it sounds like an actual break up, but, tbh its what it feels like. and im so glad i got to share those memories with her and u know have a friend like her, but its so sad to lose someone that understood and knew u so well and sometimes i feel like the only one who feels this way but i know other ppl go through this but i just wish i could go back in time and just fix everything. sometimes it feels like my fault but i know that i could never have controlled it. I will keep names and everything that happened private, but i just needed to let out my emotions. sry yall... :( also in the middle of this description i got sushi so now i have mixed emotions running through my veiiiins! lol but yeah i am going to make another drawing abt sushi lol.