Sighhhhh because isn't it nice when you like and feel seen in so many alternative subcultures but you don't know which one to belong to The closest one to me is punk because of anarchism and freedom of expression but then I really would love being emo but the problem would be my hair and TIGHT JEANS 💔 I've heard from a lot of emo people that they hate baggy jeans but that's genuinely the only thing I can wear because otherwise I'm overwhelmed immediately and cry for 4 days straight I also very much feel like a poser because I'm fairly new to all this and like ummm uhhh it's awkward being a baby punk or baby emo. I should probably just go unlabelled and call myself simply alternative Anyway emo music is such a breath of fresh air I love it I need to find more emo bands I've recently got a lot of ideas for makeup all I need to do is get face paint and yeah. Also hair spray and gel to make liberty spikes for when I go out with my friends (because I highly doubt my mom would go out in public with me looking like that). I really hope to go thrifting with my best friend again it's such a nice experience. I showed her a purse I found at a thrift store that reminded me of her and she absolutely adored it so we might go buy it soon I just know my younger self would've been scene (they very much were)