well i'm going to say it
well, I kinda just wanted to spew my thoughts but I did not want to do it on my account because it might ruin my image. * self-harm warning-ish* hey people, if you are still reading my lame excuse of a vent, do you ever feel like a waste of space well I do. I have gone to therapy and I told everyone that I feel better and I act better but it is all an act I really hate myself and most people. I feel so worthless all of the damn time and everyone tells me to die or they're going to kill me so I think I should just kinda maybe off myself. I know people will care but how do I know if they were fake. I have been faked so so many times that I can't trust anymore. first, my family beats me then my friends talk trash behind my back then my friend hits me. this is a bad excuse for feeling worthless because I know that so so many people have it worse and that's why I don't talk about it. what good is talking about my pain if I can just spare people my feelings I have suffered for 13 years so what is like the rest of my pathetic excuse of a life. I just wish I could die in a tragic accident and die a pain full death. I am a worm that deserves to die a painful and awful death because I do nothing good.
- Published July 28, 2020, 21:15
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