so

i kinda
like

i mean i know ive said it before but i hate being a human
like
i dunno
im kinda scared to grow up, not because of bills or jobs or anything like that

but like, the lack of childhood to protect me from reality
like how do you deal with sexism? or idiots and people who dont understand, and blatant facts that arent disguised as things for kids, how do you go through all that?

it just seems really hard
and i had this idea of adulthood as something i could navigate by managing my money and going to college
but theres so much more i dont know how to prepare myself for

i feel like i need a therapist so i can talk to someone

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