i have the strange urge to silce my wrists up again. like idk why. i feel alright at the moment and im not particularly sad but the urge is still there for some reason maybe my brain is trying to tell me something. like i deserve it and i should be doing it??? but then theres another part of my brain telling me that i shouldnt and that cutting isnt good for me and theres a better way to cope with this its slowly getting overpowered though and i dont really know what to do :(((