worrying about this. fuck this. fuck all of this. its bullshit anyways. i cant eat much or sleep much because of you. i keep thinking "oH HES GONNA DO IT" but,, i know you wont....whats the fucking point of it all--- im just, wasting my time, and risking my mental wellness. i've done what i can anyways. i've told you you need help. yeahg i know im dragging this on but this is the last thing imma say about it jaskjksaggdshfg