I try my best, due to this 'deformity' I mess alot of things up but somehow because of this disability of mine im somehow able to understand love more than a unstable teenager should I just cant express it The other issue with that is because I chose not to take one path that would lead my to beeing a phsyco, Theres this weird chemical imballance that amplifies and exadurates my emotions worst than just normal teen hormones. This also makes me extra sensitive and my waterworks start pretty quickly. This disability of mine, its very hard to understand and work with and its very hard for me to cope with. So when im angry with sombody I cant express it, and when love sombody Its also hard to explain uwu