It's weird that
I can post for multiple days and then before I know it, it's been almost 2 weeks since I last posted. I'm a busy bee~~~ 🐝 Except not really. I'm half-assing shit like usual. I'm afraid I've half-assed too close to the sun to be honest. Anyway, everything right now is just ok... I've been ghosting the people I hate so I've mostly just been doing school and playing vidya in my free time with little bothersome interference. In fact, I just found out you can restrict people on Instagram, so I can ghost this dickhead who I hate, but I can still see their messages without them knowing I read it. But yeah, everything is in order right now, which feels very weird. But I imagine things will change when midterms roll around, but hopefully I can muster up the motivation to study this week. Anyway, I beat Majora's Mask and I gotta say it was a thousand times better than OoT. Down to the dungeons, plot, music, characters, the mask transformations, etc. I didn't like the Stone Temple though that was pretty ass especially the stupid statue song you gotta do like 20 times. So yeah, my 2.5 month long Zelda binge is now over as I'm burnt out of it so I just started Silent HIll 4 which is the only Team SIlent Hill game I've yet to beat. I've only played it for like 20 minutes so far though so I can't speak on much. I've been doing some dabbling in Japanese but I just cannot stay motivated. I think I idealize it too much because when I start actually studying I just get bored. What the fuck is wrong with me? Like, seriously why can't I stop this shit. I wish this tip-toe half-assed language obsession would just go away already because it's clearly not enough of an obsession to seriously study anything. That is all.
