so My BFFL is now having 'those' thoughts and i actually cant help him because of my moms stupid restrictions and i want to help him so much rn and i wont be able to help him for a while and im just scared man, i dont want him to do this, this isnt the jolly good ol' pal i know, he used to be so happy but the past few years he's gotten worse, iv'e been there to help him through it most of the time but now that i cant really help him, he's gotten worse and i just cant rn.