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And my thoughts were bitter and ill Hard as I was trying I never could find, find my way... Forgot the lyrics Ahh everything hurts I don't want to go to school tomorrow Just came back from yet another hangout with friends, I told them I was suicidal again and they immediately knew what to do (take me out for a walk) Sour candy and vapes were involved ✌️ I feel so lucky When I was there with them I felt like I didn't give a fuck about anything going on in my life but now that I'm back home I'm starting to feel sad again Anyway, we sat near a river and talked about life. The usual After that we went to the road and sat on a bus stop, shouting at the cars that passed by xD We're so childish I love it I know it sounds weird saying that we went to the road right after being on a river but that's just how my city is. Half of this place is a jungle I swear. They asked me if we should hang out later tonight but I had to reject it because I have work to do... Man like I care about that Hehe... I asked them which artist did I remind them of and they said John Lennon I mean, I was aiming more for Tom Chaplin but that's alright too. Even after all the things they did for me today... I still feel bad. I need this week to end as fast as possible. I will finally be able to bedrot for the next few months. I hope it doesn't get as bad as last year. Maybe I have some sort of seasonal depression, I always feel worse during the Summer. I need Christmas to be over already. I want to see my brother and tell him everything, we barely talk through text and he lives so far away. I only need him right now
- Published December 08, 2024, 16:55
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