i am honored that i have 13 followers i truly love it, but i dont think i deserve it, i mean, i am terrible looking, prob have no future, not many friends, no talent, in any thing, really, am just a sad excuse of a human, and after all i really dont. i mean i dont think anyone could like what i look like the self drawings hide as much as me as possible and make myself look better because i think im ugly and my crush agreed. i have given up almost and you guys keep me going. emoitional stuff and rant over.