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im so tired and worn out. its getting really hard to act like im fine im getting sick of lying to everyone and telling them that ive been feeling better than usual. its just a cover up. i feel like im fucking dying 24/7 and im just edging closer to the end of all this. i only tell people im okay so they'll stop worrying about me. they have better things to do than worry about my dumb ass. they have people they care about more, people that are more important to them than i am, and i dont wanna take the time they have with those people away from them its getting really hard to not just push everyone away. i feel like everything would be easier if i was alone. i wouldnt have to worry my ass off every night, i wouldnt have to talk to anyone, i could just sit there without a care in the world if i was all by myself but i dont wanna be alone. its sucks. i wanna be out there, talk to people, get closer to everyone and make new friends, but i cant do it. im just gonna fuck everything up sigh
- Published April 24, 2019, 18:02
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