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im so tired and worn out. its getting really hard to act like im fine
im getting sick of lying to everyone and telling them that ive been feeling better than usual. its just a cover up. i feel like im fucking dying 24/7 and im just edging closer to the end of all this. i only tell people im okay so they'll stop worrying about me. they have better things to do than worry about my dumb ass. they have people they care about more, people that are more important to them than i am, and i dont wanna take the time they have with those people away from them
its getting really hard to not just push everyone away. i feel like everything would be easier if i was alone. i wouldnt have to worry my ass off every night, i wouldnt have to talk to anyone, i could just sit there without a care in the world if i was all by myself
but i dont wanna be alone. its sucks. i wanna be out there, talk to people, get closer to everyone and make new friends, but i cant do it. im just gonna fuck everything up
sigh
- Published April 24, 2019, 18:02
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kashew01
@fword2011 ff tier dieTheNewOne
i.imgur.comNightblade
@Awkward__Artist okayAwkward__Artist
I´m too lazy to do it, so I´ll just say I´m a B.Nightblade
@sandyBeepis lol it's okay, I'm sure people won't judgebee
*wants to do this but doesnt want to seem like an arrogant bastard or edgy self deprecating cunt*satansassgremlin
@TheNightblade eHH im p bad compared to everyone elseNightblade
@WolfHats I disagree, I think u belong at C teir, besides, I gave MYSELF to much creditsatansassgremlin
@WolfHats i think i gave myself too much credit and i should be at a Fsatansassgremlin
@TheNightblade i dont think it has, so i did itNightblade
On a side note, I have no idea if this has been done already, so let me know if it has