I want to do something with a friend tonight or tomorrow but i just realized... im not close enough with anybody... i dont exactly have any close friends... i wish i was super close with someone i knew... man... i mean i have Fin, but he probably wont be able to hang out tomrorow, definitly not tonight since hes at his aunts but... fuck.. i wanna ask these two people if they wanna hang out at my house or something but i barely talk to them and theyr eprobably busy... i wanna get to know them better and get closer to them cause they seem like such awesome people!! and i know they both are lonely too... but im too scared to even ask.. i most likely annoy the shit out of them in reality and i dont want them to be like 'ohhh but hes so annoying and i dont wanna be mean...'... whatever, man....