kjoipov[d
im just gonna sit over here and be sad and alone and the shit that sucks the most is like the urge to cut is blasting through the roof cause i dont go out and talk to people and i dont really have to worry about anyone seeing all id need to worry about is family but???? i just wear a sweatshirt and its fine nobody really bothers to wanna see me rn so idk why im even trying to hold myself back. and its not like theyd really care if they saw it anyways. nobody really seemed to when we still had school i kinda feel like people just stopped trying towards the end of the year??? like id just be over here feeling shitty as all hell and??????? just was kind of there????? no one really gave a shit kinda feels like they just gave up on me i just like,,,,am not okay its just that one thing that happened that keeps setting everything off and i wanna talk to him about it but its just gonna make him feel bad and ughh lots of conflicted feelings about stuff i feel like he just lied to try and make me feel better idk. seems like thats all anyone does anymore. people just kinda let me go and gave up on trying to help. at least it sure as hell seems like it. my stupid ass is probably just overthinking everything again but idk shit sucks right now and i have no clue how to deal with it by myself but no one's really here anymore so i guess i just have to figure it out,,
- Published June 21, 2019, 00:16
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