i dont have a name. i need to be a kid again but my name changes faster than i can think and my username must contain all of it. i have many names, more than i can list, probably. right now i like the name zee, but tommorow ill probably like another name like maybe "springy". i dont dislike myself for this, its fustrating though. if theres anything i know ill use for longer theres always a huge wall for me. i cant have one name. i do not have one name. i have an everexpanding amount of names, and yet also an ever decreasing amount too. maybe im overthinking this. thats what all my ""friends"" would tell me, "its just a name, it doesnt mean anything!" yet they skipped over the fact it meant so much for me. heh, im vague posting about people i barely remember. i used to always ramble on and on in these descriptions, like im doing now. i think it was healthy for me. this feels healthy. just shouting into the void effectively. anywho! i wonder if theres any word for something without a name. WAIT wait WAIT A FULL SECOND!!! i remember awhile back seeing a term on pinterest thst describes my experiences... hehehehehe *rubs hands together for i have a plan now!!*