I want to give up so bad but i have special people in my life i dont want to make them sad. But everything is going wrong i have a blood shot eye glady its been going away. a speaker fell on my foot yeah it hit me pretty hard. my sister is being mean again. and my mom still doesnt care. I wanna cry but ill probably get called out on it again. i wanna stop protecting myself i wanna have the relif of safty and freedom.