Words.
As these words are just typed they mean something, Maybe not in a way if someone just ignores it. well lets type what I want to say. So um.. I have been keeping this inside me for awhile but has anyone felt like no one likes them and is just pretending? Anyone else got jealousy issues? As known i usally talk to 1-3 people a day and i get attached to one, maybe cause they've helped me or just talked to me the most then kind of out of no where they leave making you scared if they left forever cause they dont like you? For me its hard and i do feel bad cause I know people have it worst but everyone feels like there's is worst. all I wanna do is give people my happiness but me not feeling anything. The person I love the most is hating your guts now and you try to fix and nothing works. It makes you so hateful of yourself. So you try to find someone new and you cant. All the ones that loved you dont anymore. I guess im scared of change but this leads me to bad places, where one doesnt change its just nothing forever and nothing bad happens in your life. Im always running awa if i trip sometimes someones there to help but sometimes theres no one and you get scared cause your all alone. Like I said these are all words, they might mean nothing to some but some people it will mean something. Sorry if this is confusing. Thanks for reading.
- Published April 30, 2020, 22:12
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