*sigh*
It's getting to the point where I'm not even sure if I can stand them. Before anybody comes to a conclusion, no it isn't my ex (neither of them, rather...), but a... friend. I dunno. They always seem to just let people tell them whether or not they should or shouldn't do this, or do that. Then they say that I fuck shit up when they've done things too. They say they're not mad, but give off bad vibes. Choose a damn feeling already. They're making ME want to avoid them permanently. Because they make me feel like total shit. It's exhausting, draining, and a very big annoyance. Yes, I know I should just shut up if I don't want to talk... but I care enough to suffer once in a while. One more word about how I'm just a fucker upper, and it's over. No more nice person. No more trying to... trying to "love" them. No more fantasies, or whatever. We've given each other enough chances and I'm done. I should've given up a long time ago as I tried. Because then I wouldn't feel so bad about whatever THIS is... .-. If you assume that I'm talking to you, then don't bother commenting, please. I've had enough of making myself look bad and get in stupid arguments. It's just a feeling that will pass by like a storm. Because these feelings don't define me as a person. Ya know? Yeah...
- Published September 06, 2020, 14:59
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