i am going to stop burying all my problems. i never realized it until now, but I'm loosing it and doing crazy crap because my body is trying to vent out all the anger sadness etc I've pushed away and didn't let out. Im going to see a therapist. i haven't done this which i should've when i noticed my anger and suicidal thoughts after my breakup. yet i tried to just forget it. but now its back and hitting me hard. so i need to solve this problem. this tangle of emotions...im going to get help. its about time.