I feel like an dead end sign, when people see me I believe they turn the other direction. Low self esteem and when someone I know ignores me I feel as if I did something wrong. There’s no fucing reasons for dumb pity sht when other people are haven’t it worse. But it’s fukin mental, and a fukin problem when your life’s history is shittzy. Anyway there’s no need for pity, I’m just upset.