i hate it here. every day progressingly gets harder to get through. every time i wake up...'just get through.' but its getting more difficult. life keeps applying pressure, like it wants to break me. im tired. everything is trying to cut me down...obliterate me...tear me to shreds. ive gained so much in life, yet ive lost even more than that too. ive got two options. i want to give up. i want to hurt everyone. i want to get revenge. i want to choose my own path. im sick of this world.... my second option is to suffer through everyday. like surviving every level with one ring. on the brink of collapse. the brink of loosing everything. keep my anger to myself...and just do what society wants me to. follow everyones standards except mine... so im asking myself... take the ring? or break it?