i feel like my life is just completely falling apart everything feels like my fault i feel bad about everything i fucking say even if its just me fucking around and being a memey little shit like always cause i feel like im gonna hurt someones feelings or sound like a stupid asshole or some shit i should just be quiet,, i need to vent so much i have so much shit ive been holding in from the past few years that ive just never talked about and i try to ignore it cause none of that shit matters but it always comes back to bite me in the ass and ughhhhh i wanna diE E eEEee eEe e