gosh, I again am feeling those feelings of loneliness and also the longing for the feeling of love that other people feel and asking myself if I will ever feel it and if I cant, why cant I? i genuinely want to love but I don't think I know how to do so and even if I did know would anybody want to be with me? I feel like Michael in the bathroom. I hate wanting to vent about this but this is one of the few ways I feel I can comfortably vent.