Just finished watching tiger king
it was good. thought i wouldn't like it. it turned out okay. weird that it was real though. People get up to crazy things, don't they. tody, Lisa asked who would be the person I would most want to talk to. i said my dad. but that's not true. that's just what I said because I miss going over to his house. well, kinda. i miss that familiarity. eveen though the house I live in should be more familiar, and doesn't smell like cigarette smoke. but really, who I want to talk to is henry. not henry my brother. i don't usually talk to him anyway. but henry my ex-best friend and only guy I've ever dated. though, I've only dated two people, and I'm bi, and only fourteen, so... not much of achievement. ionly had a slight crush on him anyway. well, romantic crush. he's a good person to talk to. super smart, reads books I read. though, he has declined in the smart area and I might have over passed him. he got too obsessed with people and people liking him. though, maybe he's just evolved so have I. I'm different. though, he is good different and I don't know if I am. really, I just want to talk to him. though, I don't know if he wants to talk to me. i understand. though, honestly, I would talk to anyone right now. i am dying of craziness and frustration. getting in arguments a lot. therapy doest help. well, It hasn't helped yet. yknow, i would also want to talk to sam. not my brother, but the only girl I've ever dated. just to say sorry for being a dick and an asshole. i was really a horrible person to her. and also, she likes to read books and might be willing to talk about them. when she actually talks, she does bring up good points. she's smart too. another person i would want t talk to is Julia. even though i haven't really talked to her in years anyway. i had the longest running crush on her(except Eevee) for years. still kinda have a crush on her. she's cute. also really good at drawing. she was nice to talk to. and super funny and loved stories. and this one is really sad, but i would want to talk to charlotte. she died when she was in kindergarten. she was my brothers best friend. she was kind. her mother is my haircutter person. charlotte was vibrant. my birthday party was the last one she ever went to. i just realised that today, when i took a long stroll down memory lane. i guess those are the people I would want to talk to. or, some of them. there are others. mostly just to apologise. i don't really think I have anyone to talk to just to talk to anymore. except maybe angela. or henry my brother. i talk to him on Instagram about music sometimes. anyway, who would you want to talk to? why?
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