I have So many contests to do, and I don't enjoy it anymore, I wanna fucking quit it. All my Winter break i've done nothing but paint, and feel quilty when i don't. I don't wanna get out of bed because im gonna have to study for the English contest, and paint all Day. Why can't I Just chill for one Day, clean the house, play minecraft and read about horses? I'm tired of this shit. This winter break does not feel like a break, and it stresses me out.